Ginger's Weblog

I’m stresed.

ohginger — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 05:38:44 +0000

So instead of getting work done to relieve the stress, I just watch/make youtube videos.

This blog is getting very one track.

That time of the year.

ohginger — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 15:56:50 +0000

Well, it is that time of the year again–the end of the semester. We all run rampant through life trying to figure out how we’re going to get 7 papers, 3, tests, 3 presentations, and 3 finals done before May and more often than not, we fail. Where am I in all of this? Failing miserably at all.

So much needs to get done tonight and when I think about it I get a bit nauseous. Oh well. I will probably end up wasting the time on YouTube or something equally able to allow me to procrastinate. Meh.

In other news, I announced to my employer yesterday that April 30th would be my last day. I don’t want to leave because they are so nice, but I am not getting the hours I need and it would be too hard to travel the 40 minutes in the summer with gas up to 15 dollars a gallon (don’t be surprised, we’ll get there some day). So I will be officially broke on May 1, 2008.

I think I’ll go shopping after work today.

Why do I plan a to do list?

ohginger — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:25:47 +0000

I had about 5 hours of free time tonight. I was going to get a big jump on my homework. Instead I just sat on youtube for hours.

Way to go. Though, I think I am an official “youtuber” now. I don’t know if I should be proud or really ashamed. Oh fuck.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow is the afternoon for work. Unless Angela comes out… then Wednesday, Wednesday is the day for work.

Let’s just get some sleep.

ohginger — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:20:41 +0000

Because what more can I do at this point? I’ve felt like things were straying from the deep end and now I’m paddling in and my feet can’t touch and the water is above my nose. I miss that brief moment where I felt as if everything was okay. I guess the good news is that I know how to handle feeling like this again. The bad news is that I have to feel like this again. That fleeting moment of gold is gone and I have never wanted anything more than that one thing. Will it ever come back? I would like to say yes, but I’m heading back to the deep end again that is labeled with a sign saying “No.”

All I can do is sit here and not sleep.

ohginger — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:04:53 +0000

It’s three in the morning and all I want to do is stay up. I have class in 6 hours and I am exhausted but I cannot sleep. So I type.

And now I have nothing to say other than I feel sexy for some reason. Thank you youtube.

Because no one likes to blend in.

ohginger — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 05:53:16 +0000

I have a mouse. Her name is Frankie. Frankie likes to climb. Frankie likes to run on her wheel. Frankie likes to chew on milkbones. Frankie likes to inspire. She sits by my side and inspires me with all her little mousy instincts. She is brown. So I changed her brown bedding into lilac bedding and she is very happy. Because Frankie doesn’t like to blend in. She also doesn’t like to smell–which is very awesome.